"... Take a chance, make a change and breakaway..."
Well, that was a line from a famous Kelly Clarkson song. Actually, it has always been my favorite song since I don't know when. But I never heard that song for a long time. But it feels good to listen to it. Lakas lang maka-Independence Day and Sam @ 18. Haha.
Maybe, the timing was just perfect. I am in the middle of giving up and letting it all go. Well, I've been in this situation for a countless of times but I knew that this is the end of everything. I felt like all the things that I've been up to are no longer vital to what I am right now. I am at that point wherein the sole reason on why I go to work every day is the salary and nothing else. Yeah, and I don't want that.
Every human being, I think, needs satisfaction and fulfillment in their respective lives. Sad to say, I've been losing reasons to stay. God knows I tried. Every second of my life and every moment of it. I guess, one year is one year and I have to move on.
Then, I realized, I am just 21 and I am too young to build walls for me to venture to other opportunities and people of the same age should explore and be adventurous. After all, experience is the best teacher and everyone can learn a lot from it.
I consulted some close friends and siblings from different parents and to my surprise, they feel the same thing. It was not an easy task to stay out of school after 16 years but it was necessary for us to go. The university we attended to thinks that we are stress-proof enough and we can handle situations which we are not used to.
I loved my job. I loved the people around it but I guess, this is the finish line. I have learned a lot and I discovered more too and those lessons will always be my guide and part of my building heart, ready to face challenges and to absorb things for me to be strong enough to face more troubles in store for me.
This, I say, with all of my heart,
Thank you :)
