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"My 2011 EFF-ender Review".
That was the title of my last year's year-ender blog. I don't need to explain why there's the F on the title. If you read it last year, you know what's in it. I started anew when 2012 said HI. Yeah, there were still some messed up moments but when I summed it up, my 2012 was the total opposite of my 2011. Now, it was more on what I call happiness and contentment.
I learned a lot of lessons and did the everyday application to make things better. At times, it was hard for me to cope up with life, but as time goes by, you'll learn to use the hardships to make everything the best and worth the laughter or tear.
A lot of new people entered my life and few said goodbye, whether it is my choice or fate's, I have no regrets in letting them be in my life and finally let them go, respectively.
In the earlier part of 2012, I chose to be better. I chose to be SAM. I chose to care more on THE ME than to see myself in the verge of breaking down because I adjusted myself and routine for someone or for everybody. I don't care if I hurt anyone, when I made up my mind, I will go with it. 'Cause my mindset's like, the only person who will be with you at the end of the day, is yourself. No more, no less.
But when I thought that everything that I've done was too much for everyone to handle, I went back to the same old SAM. Because I still care for them. I still care for what they feel, even though, they don't give a single f*ck to whatever they have done to me.
But all of those were in the past already and I've learned to forgive them, step by step.
Just like what I mentioned earlier, 2012 is the total opposite of 2011. So to prove to you that it has been an awesome year, let me show you...
MY 2012 AWESOME AND NOT-SO-AWESOME MOMENTS
If you have any questions, don't hesitate to ask me, but I won't be giving you details. HAHAHAHA! (Just kidding)
2012 NEW YEAR BLAST WITH FAMILY. :)
6TH and LAST BATCH OF SWU DELEGATES.
WEDNESDAY COFFEE AND VIDEOKE BONDING
GRADUATION APPLICATION.
LAST TECHNICAL TASK FOR CLL.
TALEN-TODO SA 2ENTE 5INGKO REHEARSALS.
CRYING OVER FAILED PHONE CALL ATTEMPTS.
FAMILY GET-TOGETHER/S.
HEARTBREAKING TEXT MESSAGES.
SUICIDAL ATTEMPTS.
BREAKFASTS WITH G. <3
COLD MOMENTS.
BEING ANTI-SOCIAL.
FEBRUARY 4, 2012. 10:46AM.
WEDNESDAY THERAPIES.
HEART-TO-HEART TALK WITH MA'AM CESS.
HERSHEY'S NUGGETS FROM MA'AM EDS. ^_^
MET MAY ANN LANZADERAS.
SIR ALBERT'S AWESOMENESS. :O
OPPORTUNITY TO WORK WITH MA'AM GAY.
3 MONTHS WITHOUT SEEING LAGUNA. :(
THE GROUP'S FIRST ANNIVERSARY.
SECRET BLOGS.
PUP GYM
TALEN-TODO SA 2ENTE 5INGKO
MELVIN BULAN MINA. :)
ABE 4-2-3
TUMBLR POSTS.
CRUSH CONFESSIONS.
SHORT NOTES AND SWEET NOTHINGS.
SAID YES TO A SUPER KILIG PROPOSAL. :)
NEW FRIENDS. BLESSINGS.
FICTIONAL DEATH THREATS. HAHAHAHAHA!
OPENING MYSELF UP. AGAIN.
JHEZA MAY VELARDE ABALOS. :)
FACEBOOK KULITAN AND COMMENTS.
STOLEN SHOTSSS.
VALENTINE'S DAY UNEXPECTED MESSAGES.
CONFUSION.
CLL FAMILY DAY. SENIORS! :D
THAT 3 PAGE BLUE LETTER.
FLIPTOP DAAAAY! >:D<
TEACHING DEMONSTRATIONS
FEBRUARY 25, 2012.
MORE CONFESSIONS.
MA'AM PAULA'S QUESADILLAS.
BEING A RECORDING ARTIST
TRANSCRIBING HIS MESSAGES.
PADYAK MOMENTS SA W604.
COTILLION REHEARSALS.
LOVING MYSELF AGAIN.
MORE 4-2 FRIENDS
"RHYTHM OF ACCEPTANCE" SHOOTING DAYS.
TGAL ==> TOM AND FRIENDS.
FOODTRIP AFTER NIGHT CLASSES.
PUCHU-PUCHUNG CHAPTER 1-3. HAHAHA!
HUGGED SOMEONE AFTER QUITE SOME TIME.
DEMO CLASSES.
CAMEO ROLE :)
FORGIVING MYSELF.
HUGS FROM BEHIND. :">
REGRETS.
T-25 CAST PARTY.
KIM-SAM-MIN. <3
EXTRA POINTS SA EXAMS! XD
DISAPPOINTMENTS.
SWEET GOOD MORNING AND GOOD NIGHT MESSAGES.
THE SMILE WITH WAZZUP. ^_^
BONDING WITH ATE SANDEE AND ATE MICH OVER PANCIT CANTON.
20TH BIRTHDAY.
ABE SILVER MASQUERADE BALL.
THAT 3-MINUTE MEMORABLE DANCE.
ANTIPOLO ROAD TRIP AFTER THE BALL.
LAMBAK LAST DAYS. :(((
SENIORS' MINI MOVIE PREMIERE
MCDO DATE WITH MEANNE CAPISTRANO.
REKOLITAN. :">
USAPANG MANI! XD
GETTING BACK TOGETHER.
*THE* GROUP: COMPLETE!!!
GRADUATION PROCESS.
LATE COC/CLEARANCE.
INFATUATED LIKE A BOSS.
SENIORS' COLLOQUIUM
MA'AM DESS' BIRTHDAYS: FRIDAY THE 13TH.
THE PROPOSAL THAT I NEVER EXPECTED.
LATE PROCESSING.
SAEHA ELC PHILS. INC. :)
GRAMMAR TRAININGS.
TYCOON CENTER!
COACH AYEN AND DAEKYO :')
I LIKE HIM AGAIN. EVEN MORE.
TEAR JERKING AVPS.
GRADUATION MESSAGES AND LETTERS.
MARCHING MY WAY TO GET MY DEGREE.
GRADUATION CELEB AT RIA'S.
DID SOMETHING BAD. REALLY, REALLY BAD.
SAVED MYSELF FROM A DYING FRIENDSHIP.
THE LAST TIME.
LONG HOLIDAAAYS!
PAMPANGA TRIP WITH TGAL!
YBM SISAPHONE. :))
HELLO THERE, MBC!!! :)
MEET UPS WITH KAPATIDS.
SAMSUNG GALAXY Y S5360 <3
NEW FRIENDS.
TGAL'S 4TH ANNIVERSARY
HTC 7 MOZART! <3
SOBRANG SLEEPY DAYS.
GOT MY NBI CLEARANCE.
CONTEMPLATING...
STUDENTS WHO TOUCHED MY HEART.
MY FIRST WORLD TEACHER'S DAY :)
SNICKERS FROM MA'AM EMY LAYOS
PERKS OF BEING A WALLFLOWER <3
PUP VISITS.
ALUMNI RUN 2012.
MINI-REUNIONS.
FIRST EVER TRIP TO MONTALBAN.
EAT ALL YOU CAN WITH KAPATIDS.
EASTWOOD CITY!!!
BANCHETTO.
PAYSLIPS.
PEOPLE WHO MADE MY EVERY WORKING DAY LIGHTER.
COLLEGE FRIENDS STILL TEXTING.
CCK CITY NETWORK.
SIR GERALD CRUZ :)
FUN LUNCH TIME!
BATCH 5 WITH FOREVER BUDDY, CHACHA! :)
FREE LUNCH DATES
QUEZON AND BULACAN TRIPS.
"TED!"
CONDITIONALS. *TAKIP TENGA! HAHAHA*
FUN JEEPNEY MOMENTS
CO-EDITORS ^_^
DECEMBER YBM TEAM BUILDING :)
YBM: EVACCUATED!
CUBAO CHRISTMAS TREE
BONDING WITH JHEZA AND LHIZA
HOUSE OF SILVANAS' SANRIVAL!!!
MOVIE DATES
HOUSE OF SILVANAS' RED VELVET CAAAKE!
CHILLIN' LIKE A BOSS
FRIENDS' SMILE :)
FIRST CHRISTMAS WITH WORK
LAUGHING MOMENTS WITH OFFICEMATES
KEITH AND CELINE
NEVER ENDING LAITAN
HYPOCRISY
SILENCE
NEW SHOES :)))
SHAW BLVD. TRAFFIC
"ENGLISH MAJOR BA TALAGA AKO?" MOMENTS
MORE RESOURCES TO HELP OTHERS
FLAT SCREEN TV = HAPPINESS!
FIRST CHRISTMAS PARTY AS AN EMPLOYEE
THE 12-12-12 :")
ZENTEA'S CHOCTEA AND GONG CHA'S MILK CHOCOTEA
MAMA AND PAPA'S APPRECIATION
AGA'S LONG LIST OF REQUESTS. HAHAHA!
SUNDAY WORK
TIRING YET FUN OVERTIME
CHRISTMAS PIG OUT
GOT ADDICTED TO TWITTER. HAHAHA!
SAW JHESTINE EBRON AGAIN. AFTER 2 YEARS.
JANA'S TRIP TO DUBAI. :(
FABULOUS MOMENTS WITH SISTERS
FENGSHUI MODE SA OFFICE.
PAI LATES :(
RECEIVING GIFTS FROM FRIENDS AND OFFICEMATES.
A BOX FULL OF PRESENTS
TOUCHING CHRISTMAS GREETINGS
FIRST CHRISTMAS :')
BONCHOOON CHICKEN. HAHA!
MY FRIENDS' MOMS :)
STAYING AT HOME FOR THE HOLIDAYS.
HAPPY YEAR WITH AWESOME MEMORIES.
I have done a lot of stupid things din in 2012, pero everyone does it naman diba? "...Kung di pa ka nagkakamali, wala ka pang nagagawa..." sabi nga sa isang kanta. You can learn from your own mistakes. Not everything is taught in school, because a whole lot more is learned from outside the school and from the people around you.
This year made me realize that life has a lot to offer. Has a lot to say and a lot to make you feel. Maybe happy, sad, depressed, lonely, frustrated, etc., but then LIFE is there to show you the options on how to live your life and it's up to you on what you're going to choose. And choose the best option for you and don't care to whatever other people will say. It's your life and you're in control.
There's no room for regrets and there's no room vacant for you to cry. Face life's difficulties and be happy while you're in it. Always remember that there's nothing to complain and there's a lot to feel good about.
It has been a great one. Though certain conditions occur because of my kamoteness and katangahaness. It might be the total opposite of my 2011, but there were some things that will make me think that they are two different years and they don't resemble with each other.
GOODBYE 2012 AND HELLO 2013!!! :D
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
- Sabrina Mari Arroyo Sena, 20, nagmamahal pa rin kahit natuto na XD
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