If this is...

If this happened just for the sake of nothingness, I would rather have it blank and leave it with the note, "No Turning Back".
If this happened just to change everything I feel, I would make it another chapter of stupidity.

I know this happened for a reason, for a reason that is known by no one.

I am sorry for the damage that I have done and  for being stupid after all. It is a year and a half. I almost gave up everything but I ended up losing the fight that I have been conquering since day one. I may never notice what happened to us, what happened to me. I will keep it on my mind that I loved you and I need to do this for us to be happy as plain friends.

Friends just like before. This is not giving up. I never gave up. It is more like I want you to be happy and I want it for real.

Now, there's another who's trying to steal me away from everything. Don't worry, I'll be more careful this time.


Thank you and be happy :)