I really do not know why. This maybe a thing that happens to girl when they are about to be visited by an unexpected-yet-expected friend (If you know what I mean.)
GRR! I do not know. Whatever. I just want to show other people how disappointed I am.
Wednesday, March 20, 2013
Friday, March 15, 2013
A Moment Like This
No one can ever tell how one should feel when they turn a year older. It's no one's right to tell someone what should they do when they turn 21. Aside from the fact that you can get married without your parents' consent, there will always be things that you want to do when God gave you another year to live.
In 10 days time, I will turn 21 and by then, I'll be allowed to everything. My dad told me that if I turn 21, he will no longer text me at night and ask me his most frequent asked question, "Are you home yet?" (Play Kelly Clarkson's A Moment Like This at this part. Hahaha!)
My mom just said that if I'm 21, she will try to sleep soundly at night when she knows I am out that night and trying to make the most out of my life and expect two weeks later that I am having my first child and her first grandchild, with our without a father. (Then at this part, Pumped Up Kicks by Foster The People)
My family can be comic at times but they usually tell me to take care and of course, save money. Mom always reminds me to spare 10% of my monthly salary on my savings, which I cannot do and frankly speaking, I don't know why. Maybe because, I usually feel a millionaire when I receive my perks of being a hardworking new graduate. That is why I decided to buy a planner this year. I noticed that my life became a little less stressful when I had my 2012 planner with me, and I have my space to put my expenses. Yay!
Enough of money matters. Before I went to sleep last night, I asked myself what are my 21st birthday wishes. At first, I don't have any, but the moment I closed my eyes (I hate my brain at times. Haha), 21 wishes went out of my head and they are as follows:
1. Summer getaway with friends. (Which I think is a must! BATANGAS BEACH!)
2. The Return of the Comeback of Benesse Corporation.
3. One sweet text on the 25th.
4. Small get-together with ABE 4-3 or Grown-ups
5. Simple yet complete celebration with family.
6. Visit my nanays in PUP.
7. Night out with Talen-TODO staff.
8. Everything back to normal. (Like, I'm begging!)
9. Good health
10. Great discoveries (Like neighbors' WiFi password, tunnel from Tycoon to Altura, stuff like that! Hahaha)
11. New set of Kalookies! (Celine, Chareez and I's favorite)
12. My reading glasses
13. Lose weight. (For the past week, I lost 4 lbs. Thanks to late night jogging at our family court)
14. Same friends 'till infinity and beyond (Buzz Lightyear levels!)
15. Let go of some things and people from the past.
16. Better health condition for the family
17. CAAAAAAR!
18. Roadtrip across the metro (My norm when I was still a college student)
19. Time
20. Be with BABA on my birthday
21. More blessings. :))
You see? Though I am turning 21, I still have this list of wishes. I guess, my kiddie side is just there, but sad to say, not the immature side because I have forgotten about that, long long time ago. Hahahaha :D #JustKidding
In 10 days time, I will turn 21 and by then, I'll be allowed to everything. My dad told me that if I turn 21, he will no longer text me at night and ask me his most frequent asked question, "Are you home yet?" (Play Kelly Clarkson's A Moment Like This at this part. Hahaha!)
My mom just said that if I'm 21, she will try to sleep soundly at night when she knows I am out that night and trying to make the most out of my life and expect two weeks later that I am having my first child and her first grandchild, with our without a father. (Then at this part, Pumped Up Kicks by Foster The People)
My family can be comic at times but they usually tell me to take care and of course, save money. Mom always reminds me to spare 10% of my monthly salary on my savings, which I cannot do and frankly speaking, I don't know why. Maybe because, I usually feel a millionaire when I receive my perks of being a hardworking new graduate. That is why I decided to buy a planner this year. I noticed that my life became a little less stressful when I had my 2012 planner with me, and I have my space to put my expenses. Yay!
Enough of money matters. Before I went to sleep last night, I asked myself what are my 21st birthday wishes. At first, I don't have any, but the moment I closed my eyes (I hate my brain at times. Haha), 21 wishes went out of my head and they are as follows:
1. Summer getaway with friends. (Which I think is a must! BATANGAS BEACH!)
2. The Return of the Comeback of Benesse Corporation.
3. One sweet text on the 25th.
4. Small get-together with ABE 4-3 or Grown-ups
5. Simple yet complete celebration with family.
6. Visit my nanays in PUP.
7. Night out with Talen-TODO staff.
8. Everything back to normal. (Like, I'm begging!)
9. Good health
10. Great discoveries (Like neighbors' WiFi password, tunnel from Tycoon to Altura, stuff like that! Hahaha)
11. New set of Kalookies! (Celine, Chareez and I's favorite)
12. My reading glasses
13. Lose weight. (For the past week, I lost 4 lbs. Thanks to late night jogging at our family court)
14. Same friends 'till infinity and beyond (Buzz Lightyear levels!)
15. Let go of some things and people from the past.
16. Better health condition for the family
17. CAAAAAAR!
18. Roadtrip across the metro (My norm when I was still a college student)
19. Time
20. Be with BABA on my birthday
21. More blessings. :))
You see? Though I am turning 21, I still have this list of wishes. I guess, my kiddie side is just there, but sad to say, not the immature side because I have forgotten about that, long long time ago. Hahahaha :D #JustKidding
Thursday, March 14, 2013
Endlessly - The Cab
This is one of my favorite songs now. It's on repeat actually. Hahaha. I just find the band, The Cab as worth downloading so here's one of my favorite songs :)
"Endlessly"
There's a shop down the street,
where they sell plastic rings,
for a quarter a piece, I swear it.
Yeah, I know that it's cheap,
not like gold in your dreams,
but I hope that you'll still wear it.
Yeah, the ink may stain my skin,
and my jeans may all be ripped.
I'm not perfect, but I swear,
I'm perfect for you.
..and there's no guarantee,
that this will be easy.
It's not a miracle ya need, believe me.
Yeah, I'm no angel, I'm just me,
but I will love you endlessly.
Wings aren't what you need, you need me.
There's a house on the hill,
with a view of the town,
and I know how you adore it.
So I'll work everyday,
through the sun, and the rain,
until I can afford it.
Yeah, your friends may think I'm crazy,
cause they can only see,
I'm not perfect, but I swear, I'm perfect for you.
..and there's no guarantee,
that this will be easy.
It's not a miracle ya need, believe me.
Yeah, I'm no angel, I'm just me,
but I will love you endlessly.
Wings aren't what you need, you need me.
(You need me, I know you need me,
you need me, I know you need me)
Ink may stain my skin,
and my jeans may all be ripped.
I'm not perfect, but I swear,
I'm perfect for you.
..and there's no guarantee,
that this will be easy. (This will be easy)
It's not a miracle ya need, believe me. (Won't you believe me?)
Yeah, I'm no angel, I'm just me,
but I will love you endlessly.
Wings aren't what you need, you need me. (You know you need me)
(I know you need me)
You need me,
(I know you need me)
You need me,
(I know you need me)
There's a shop down the street,
where they sell plastic rings,
for a quarter a piece, I swear it.
Yeah, I know that it's cheap,
not like gold in your dreams,
but I hope that you'll still wear it.
There's a shop down the street,
where they sell plastic rings,
for a quarter a piece, I swear it.
Yeah, I know that it's cheap,
not like gold in your dreams,
but I hope that you'll still wear it.
Yeah, the ink may stain my skin,
and my jeans may all be ripped.
I'm not perfect, but I swear,
I'm perfect for you.
..and there's no guarantee,
that this will be easy.
It's not a miracle ya need, believe me.
Yeah, I'm no angel, I'm just me,
but I will love you endlessly.
Wings aren't what you need, you need me.
There's a house on the hill,
with a view of the town,
and I know how you adore it.
So I'll work everyday,
through the sun, and the rain,
until I can afford it.
Yeah, your friends may think I'm crazy,
cause they can only see,
I'm not perfect, but I swear, I'm perfect for you.
..and there's no guarantee,
that this will be easy.
It's not a miracle ya need, believe me.
Yeah, I'm no angel, I'm just me,
but I will love you endlessly.
Wings aren't what you need, you need me.
(You need me, I know you need me,
you need me, I know you need me)
Ink may stain my skin,
and my jeans may all be ripped.
I'm not perfect, but I swear,
I'm perfect for you.
..and there's no guarantee,
that this will be easy. (This will be easy)
It's not a miracle ya need, believe me. (Won't you believe me?)
Yeah, I'm no angel, I'm just me,
but I will love you endlessly.
Wings aren't what you need, you need me. (You know you need me)
(I know you need me)
You need me,
(I know you need me)
You need me,
(I know you need me)
There's a shop down the street,
where they sell plastic rings,
for a quarter a piece, I swear it.
Yeah, I know that it's cheap,
not like gold in your dreams,
but I hope that you'll still wear it.
Wednesday, January 16, 2013
It has been a year since then...
I don't know but it's so sudden. Bigla kong namiss ang buhay-estudyante ko. Bigla kong namiss ang isang buwan kong buhay bilang Technical Director sa Talen-todo sa 2-ente 5ingko.
Parang sa isang lugar nga lang ako nag-stay nun sa loob ng isang buwan. Sa makasaysayan naming AVR. Di ko alam pero sobrang memorable talaga ng AVR sa buhay ko. Pwera sa nung una, hirap na hirap akong kunin yun. Nung matatapos na ang buhay kolehiyo ko, saka ko siya nakuha ng buo. Kasi yun ang naging bahay ko sa loob ng 1 buwan.
Sobrang daming tao, sobrang daming stress pero sobrang saya naman yung naranasan ko nun. Mas nakakilala ako ng mga kakaibang tao at mga totoong tao na kasama ko pa rin hanggang ngayon. Mabilis siya, oo. Pero hindi matutumbasan yung feeling na dahil sa isang concert, naging close kayo.
Dun ko nakilala si Jheza. Yung isa sa mga close friends ko ngayon. Dahil sa pambubully ko sa kanya at sa walang sawa kong pang-aasar, naging close kami dahil sa Talen-todo. At ngayon, isa na siya sa mga shock absorber ko sa buhay at masasabi kong we're inseperable since then.
Naging saksi ang AVR kung paano nabuo si Sam at Jheza ng magkasama. :)
Naging saksi ang AVR kung paano nabuo si Sam at Jheza ng magkasama. :)
Dun ko din nakilala si May Ann. Isa sa mga tinuturing kong bunsong kapatid sa college. Sobrang lambing ng batang yun. Laging naka-"Ate Saaaaam!". Alam kong nagsimula yun sa pang-aasar ko sa kanya sa rehearsals. Ngayon, isa na siya sa mga rason bat ako pumupunta sa PUP at hindi nawawala ang tuksong ililibre ko siya.
Dun ko din naging ka-close lalo si Lhiza, Licelle, Lara, Sara at Shang. Sila yung mga ka-batch kong taga-4-2 na hindi ko gaanong nakakausap. Pero after ng concert, nakakausap at nakakaharutan ko na din sila. Kumbaga, naging komportable kami simula nun. Naging kapatid ko na din sila.
Nagkaroon ako ng chance na maka-trabaho si The Ligaya Bicomong-Espino. Oo, may THE. Kasi nag-iisa siya! HAHAHA. Naging prof ko siya ng 2 semesters at sobrang na-flatter ako nung araw ng casting, binroadcast niya na napili niya kami ni Kim na maging assistant niya.
Ako din ang naging taga-bili ng pagkain ni Sir Albert Cabrera. HAHAHA! Medyo takot kasi ako sa kanya. Pero ang awesome niya. Seriously. :D
Ako din ang naging taga-bili ng pagkain ni Sir Albert Cabrera. HAHAHA! Medyo takot kasi ako sa kanya. Pero ang awesome niya. Seriously. :D
Nabuo din ang KIM-SAM-MIN. Syempre ako yung SAM. Si KIM eh ang pinaka-matagal ko ng kasamang tao na si Kimberley Maaba at si MIN eh si Carmina Tacadino. GEMs President ko at isa sa mga kabarkada sa TG.
Dito din ako nagkaroon ng pagkakataon na mabuhat ang isa sa mga heartthrobs ng CLL. Si Sir Joey Clutario :"> AHAHA. (Landeh?! :D)
Dito din ako nagkaroon ng pagkakataon na mabuhat ang isa sa mga heartthrobs ng CLL. Si Sir Joey Clutario :"> AHAHA. (Landeh?! :D)
Nakakatuwa din dahil ako mismo, nakapagbigay ako ng opportunity sa iba pang students na may talent. Yung mga hindi nalalabas na talent kasi nahihiya. Sa Talen-todo sila lahat lumabas.
Binigyan din ako ng Talen-todo ng lovelife. Wala mang sahod yung pagiging technical director ko, sobra sa pa sa kahit na anong amount ng pera yung nagkaroon ako 12 days after ng concert. Nagkaroon ako ng KASUNDO. HAHAHA. :">
Dahil sa Talen-todo, nakilala ko ang boy friend kong si Melvin Mina na taga-4-2 at dancer sa Ati-atihan (Folk Dance) Guess what? Malapit na ding mag-one year ang samahan namin. Oo, mabilis yung naging proseso ng "friendship" (kung nagkaroon nga ba? Di ako sure :D HAHAHA) pero wala naman kasi yan sa tagal ng simula eh. Nasa tagal yan ng gitna at nasa umabot sa dulo.
At higit sa lahat, mas nakilala ko ang sarili ko. Nasa kalagitnaan ako ng problema sa buhay ko ng ibigay sakin ang Talen-todo, akala ko nung una, somewhere in the middle, bibitaw nako. Kasi kung ako nga hindi maayos, paano pa kaya kung ako pa ang mag-aayos ng isang major event. Buti na lang hindi ako nag-invisible, kasi kung hindi, baka hindi ako parte ng kasaysayan.
Kasaysayan na bumuo sa 25 years ng College of Languages and Linguistics.
Para sa lahat ng bumuo
Para sa lahat ng naging parte
Para sa mga nagpakahirap
Para sa mga nakasama ko
Para sa mga sumayaw at kumanta
Para sa mga umiyak, either pagod o saya
Para sa mga pumayat at namaga ang tuhod para sa TALEN-TODO SA 2ENTE 5INGKO...
Isang matinding saludo para sayo.
Namimiss na kita. Alam kong suntok sa buwan pero GUSTO KO NG PART TWO! :)
Happy Anniversaya para sa isang fulfilling na concert!
Mahal ko kayo at seriously, namimiss ko na kayo!!!
"This is to inform you about your rehearsals tomorrow for chenes kemerloo. 8AM-4PM. CLL AVR. Please be on time and attendance is a must."
- Sam Sena, ABE 4-3D
Over-all Technical Director
TALEN-TODO sa 2ENTE 5INGKO: The College of Languages and Linguistics Silver Anniversary Concert
Binigyan din ako ng Talen-todo ng lovelife. Wala mang sahod yung pagiging technical director ko, sobra sa pa sa kahit na anong amount ng pera yung nagkaroon ako 12 days after ng concert. Nagkaroon ako ng KASUNDO. HAHAHA. :">
Dahil sa Talen-todo, nakilala ko ang boy friend kong si Melvin Mina na taga-4-2 at dancer sa Ati-atihan (Folk Dance) Guess what? Malapit na ding mag-one year ang samahan namin. Oo, mabilis yung naging proseso ng "friendship" (kung nagkaroon nga ba? Di ako sure :D HAHAHA) pero wala naman kasi yan sa tagal ng simula eh. Nasa tagal yan ng gitna at nasa umabot sa dulo.
At higit sa lahat, mas nakilala ko ang sarili ko. Nasa kalagitnaan ako ng problema sa buhay ko ng ibigay sakin ang Talen-todo, akala ko nung una, somewhere in the middle, bibitaw nako. Kasi kung ako nga hindi maayos, paano pa kaya kung ako pa ang mag-aayos ng isang major event. Buti na lang hindi ako nag-invisible, kasi kung hindi, baka hindi ako parte ng kasaysayan.
Kasaysayan na bumuo sa 25 years ng College of Languages and Linguistics.
Para sa lahat ng bumuo
Para sa lahat ng naging parte
Para sa mga nagpakahirap
Para sa mga nakasama ko
Para sa mga sumayaw at kumanta
Para sa mga umiyak, either pagod o saya
Para sa mga pumayat at namaga ang tuhod para sa TALEN-TODO SA 2ENTE 5INGKO...
Isang matinding saludo para sayo.
Namimiss na kita. Alam kong suntok sa buwan pero GUSTO KO NG PART TWO! :)
Happy Anniversaya para sa isang fulfilling na concert!
Mahal ko kayo at seriously, namimiss ko na kayo!!!
"This is to inform you about your rehearsals tomorrow for chenes kemerloo. 8AM-4PM. CLL AVR. Please be on time and attendance is a must."
- Sam Sena, ABE 4-3D
Over-all Technical Director
TALEN-TODO sa 2ENTE 5INGKO: The College of Languages and Linguistics Silver Anniversary Concert
Friday, October 26, 2012
'Cause 2012 has never been this GREAT :)
Note: As you read this whole thing, you will notice some Youtube links. Kindly click them for more dramatic reading. Thank you! HAHAHAHA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jZhQOvvV45w
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jZhQOvvV45w
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"My 2011 EFF-ender Review".
That was the title of my last year's year-ender blog. I don't need to explain why there's the F on the title. If you read it last year, you know what's in it. I started anew when 2012 said HI. Yeah, there were still some messed up moments but when I summed it up, my 2012 was the total opposite of my 2011. Now, it was more on what I call happiness and contentment.
I learned a lot of lessons and did the everyday application to make things better. At times, it was hard for me to cope up with life, but as time goes by, you'll learn to use the hardships to make everything the best and worth the laughter or tear.
A lot of new people entered my life and few said goodbye, whether it is my choice or fate's, I have no regrets in letting them be in my life and finally let them go, respectively.
In the earlier part of 2012, I chose to be better. I chose to be SAM. I chose to care more on THE ME than to see myself in the verge of breaking down because I adjusted myself and routine for someone or for everybody. I don't care if I hurt anyone, when I made up my mind, I will go with it. 'Cause my mindset's like, the only person who will be with you at the end of the day, is yourself. No more, no less.
But when I thought that everything that I've done was too much for everyone to handle, I went back to the same old SAM. Because I still care for them. I still care for what they feel, even though, they don't give a single f*ck to whatever they have done to me.
But all of those were in the past already and I've learned to forgive them, step by step.
Just like what I mentioned earlier, 2012 is the total opposite of 2011. So to prove to you that it has been an awesome year, let me show you...
MY 2012 AWESOME AND NOT-SO-AWESOME MOMENTS
If you have any questions, don't hesitate to ask me, but I won't be giving you details. HAHAHAHA! (Just kidding)
2012 NEW YEAR BLAST WITH FAMILY. :)
6TH and LAST BATCH OF SWU DELEGATES.
WEDNESDAY COFFEE AND VIDEOKE BONDING
GRADUATION APPLICATION.
LAST TECHNICAL TASK FOR CLL.
TALEN-TODO SA 2ENTE 5INGKO REHEARSALS.
CRYING OVER FAILED PHONE CALL ATTEMPTS.
FAMILY GET-TOGETHER/S.
HEARTBREAKING TEXT MESSAGES.
SUICIDAL ATTEMPTS.
BREAKFASTS WITH G. <3
COLD MOMENTS.
BEING ANTI-SOCIAL.
FEBRUARY 4, 2012. 10:46AM.
WEDNESDAY THERAPIES.
HEART-TO-HEART TALK WITH MA'AM CESS.
HERSHEY'S NUGGETS FROM MA'AM EDS. ^_^
MET MAY ANN LANZADERAS.
SIR ALBERT'S AWESOMENESS. :O
OPPORTUNITY TO WORK WITH MA'AM GAY.
3 MONTHS WITHOUT SEEING LAGUNA. :(
THE GROUP'S FIRST ANNIVERSARY.
SECRET BLOGS.
PUP GYM
TALEN-TODO SA 2ENTE 5INGKO
MELVIN BULAN MINA. :)
ABE 4-2-3
TUMBLR POSTS.
CRUSH CONFESSIONS.
SHORT NOTES AND SWEET NOTHINGS.
SAID YES TO A SUPER KILIG PROPOSAL. :)
NEW FRIENDS. BLESSINGS.
FICTIONAL DEATH THREATS. HAHAHAHAHA!
OPENING MYSELF UP. AGAIN.
JHEZA MAY VELARDE ABALOS. :)
FACEBOOK KULITAN AND COMMENTS.
STOLEN SHOTSSS.
VALENTINE'S DAY UNEXPECTED MESSAGES.
CONFUSION.
CLL FAMILY DAY. SENIORS! :D
THAT 3 PAGE BLUE LETTER.
FLIPTOP DAAAAY! >:D<
TEACHING DEMONSTRATIONS
FEBRUARY 25, 2012.
MORE CONFESSIONS.
MA'AM PAULA'S QUESADILLAS.
BEING A RECORDING ARTIST
TRANSCRIBING HIS MESSAGES.
PADYAK MOMENTS SA W604.
COTILLION REHEARSALS.
LOVING MYSELF AGAIN.
MORE 4-2 FRIENDS
"RHYTHM OF ACCEPTANCE" SHOOTING DAYS.
TGAL ==> TOM AND FRIENDS.
FOODTRIP AFTER NIGHT CLASSES.
PUCHU-PUCHUNG CHAPTER 1-3. HAHAHA!
HUGGED SOMEONE AFTER QUITE SOME TIME.
DEMO CLASSES.
CAMEO ROLE :)
FORGIVING MYSELF.
HUGS FROM BEHIND. :">
REGRETS.
T-25 CAST PARTY.
KIM-SAM-MIN. <3
EXTRA POINTS SA EXAMS! XD
DISAPPOINTMENTS.
SWEET GOOD MORNING AND GOOD NIGHT MESSAGES.
THE SMILE WITH WAZZUP. ^_^
BONDING WITH ATE SANDEE AND ATE MICH OVER PANCIT CANTON.
20TH BIRTHDAY.
ABE SILVER MASQUERADE BALL.
THAT 3-MINUTE MEMORABLE DANCE.
ANTIPOLO ROAD TRIP AFTER THE BALL.
LAMBAK LAST DAYS. :(((
SENIORS' MINI MOVIE PREMIERE
MCDO DATE WITH MEANNE CAPISTRANO.
REKOLITAN. :">
USAPANG MANI! XD
GETTING BACK TOGETHER.
*THE* GROUP: COMPLETE!!!
GRADUATION PROCESS.
LATE COC/CLEARANCE.
INFATUATED LIKE A BOSS.
SENIORS' COLLOQUIUM
MA'AM DESS' BIRTHDAYS: FRIDAY THE 13TH.
THE PROPOSAL THAT I NEVER EXPECTED.
LATE PROCESSING.
SAEHA ELC PHILS. INC. :)
GRAMMAR TRAININGS.
TYCOON CENTER!
COACH AYEN AND DAEKYO :')
I LIKE HIM AGAIN. EVEN MORE.
TEAR JERKING AVPS.
GRADUATION MESSAGES AND LETTERS.
MARCHING MY WAY TO GET MY DEGREE.
GRADUATION CELEB AT RIA'S.
DID SOMETHING BAD. REALLY, REALLY BAD.
SAVED MYSELF FROM A DYING FRIENDSHIP.
THE LAST TIME.
LONG HOLIDAAAYS!
PAMPANGA TRIP WITH TGAL!
YBM SISAPHONE. :))
HELLO THERE, MBC!!! :)
MEET UPS WITH KAPATIDS.
SAMSUNG GALAXY Y S5360 <3
NEW FRIENDS.
TGAL'S 4TH ANNIVERSARY
HTC 7 MOZART! <3
SOBRANG SLEEPY DAYS.
GOT MY NBI CLEARANCE.
CONTEMPLATING...
STUDENTS WHO TOUCHED MY HEART.
MY FIRST WORLD TEACHER'S DAY :)
SNICKERS FROM MA'AM EMY LAYOS
PERKS OF BEING A WALLFLOWER <3
PUP VISITS.
ALUMNI RUN 2012.
MINI-REUNIONS.
FIRST EVER TRIP TO MONTALBAN.
EAT ALL YOU CAN WITH KAPATIDS.
EASTWOOD CITY!!!
BANCHETTO.
PAYSLIPS.
PEOPLE WHO MADE MY EVERY WORKING DAY LIGHTER.
COLLEGE FRIENDS STILL TEXTING.
CCK CITY NETWORK.
SIR GERALD CRUZ :)
FUN LUNCH TIME!
BATCH 5 WITH FOREVER BUDDY, CHACHA! :)
FREE LUNCH DATES
QUEZON AND BULACAN TRIPS.
"TED!"
CONDITIONALS. *TAKIP TENGA! HAHAHA*
FUN JEEPNEY MOMENTS
CO-EDITORS ^_^
DECEMBER YBM TEAM BUILDING :)
YBM: EVACCUATED!
CUBAO CHRISTMAS TREE
BONDING WITH JHEZA AND LHIZA
HOUSE OF SILVANAS' SANRIVAL!!!
MOVIE DATES
HOUSE OF SILVANAS' RED VELVET CAAAKE!
CHILLIN' LIKE A BOSS
FRIENDS' SMILE :)
FIRST CHRISTMAS WITH WORK
LAUGHING MOMENTS WITH OFFICEMATES
KEITH AND CELINE
NEVER ENDING LAITAN
HYPOCRISY
SILENCE
NEW SHOES :)))
SHAW BLVD. TRAFFIC
"ENGLISH MAJOR BA TALAGA AKO?" MOMENTS
MORE RESOURCES TO HELP OTHERS
FLAT SCREEN TV = HAPPINESS!
FIRST CHRISTMAS PARTY AS AN EMPLOYEE
THE 12-12-12 :")
ZENTEA'S CHOCTEA AND GONG CHA'S MILK CHOCOTEA
MAMA AND PAPA'S APPRECIATION
AGA'S LONG LIST OF REQUESTS. HAHAHA!
SUNDAY WORK
TIRING YET FUN OVERTIME
CHRISTMAS PIG OUT
GOT ADDICTED TO TWITTER. HAHAHA!
SAW JHESTINE EBRON AGAIN. AFTER 2 YEARS.
JANA'S TRIP TO DUBAI. :(
FABULOUS MOMENTS WITH SISTERS
FENGSHUI MODE SA OFFICE.
PAI LATES :(
RECEIVING GIFTS FROM FRIENDS AND OFFICEMATES.
A BOX FULL OF PRESENTS
TOUCHING CHRISTMAS GREETINGS
FIRST CHRISTMAS :')
BONCHOOON CHICKEN. HAHA!
MY FRIENDS' MOMS :)
STAYING AT HOME FOR THE HOLIDAYS.
HAPPY YEAR WITH AWESOME MEMORIES.
I have done a lot of stupid things din in 2012, pero everyone does it naman diba? "...Kung di pa ka nagkakamali, wala ka pang nagagawa..." sabi nga sa isang kanta. You can learn from your own mistakes. Not everything is taught in school, because a whole lot more is learned from outside the school and from the people around you.
This year made me realize that life has a lot to offer. Has a lot to say and a lot to make you feel. Maybe happy, sad, depressed, lonely, frustrated, etc., but then LIFE is there to show you the options on how to live your life and it's up to you on what you're going to choose. And choose the best option for you and don't care to whatever other people will say. It's your life and you're in control.
There's no room for regrets and there's no room vacant for you to cry. Face life's difficulties and be happy while you're in it. Always remember that there's nothing to complain and there's a lot to feel good about.
It has been a great one. Though certain conditions occur because of my kamoteness and katangahaness. It might be the total opposite of my 2011, but there were some things that will make me think that they are two different years and they don't resemble with each other.
GOODBYE 2012 AND HELLO 2013!!! :D
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
- Sabrina Mari Arroyo Sena, 20, nagmamahal pa rin kahit natuto na XD
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Wednesday, September 12, 2012
A Letter for my Dearest One
Dearest One,
It’s been so long my dear, I’m sorry. I don’t know if I’m still the writer who captures men’s hearts, just like the old times. The pen that I used to hold whenever I write letters suddenly bid its dying note. It took me a long, long time to pull inspiration from the universe, but I’m actually asking for another pen, I never thought that it would be better than a ballpoint I wished all my life.
Why is it that whenever I find the time to put words and describe how handsome you are in my eyes, I can’t find any? At first, I pity myself. Maybe, I’m not an effective writer, and words just don’t want to follow my train of thoughts. I flipped the lexicon’s pages; tried asking experts to give me the idea, but their answers never satisfied me. I asked the Almighty, “I know, I’ve been too bad all my life. All these years, I never followed the Ten Commandments fully. And I don’t know how to pray correctly. Please forgive me if I ate my sister’s banana cake when she’s asleep. That’s stealing – I’m sorry. I hope you’ve forgiven me. Oh! Kindly help looking for the best word to describe him, please? Thank you.” I’m a sinner, but the Almighty is really kind. And He didn’t give the answer I’m looking for right away. He made me think and I thank Him for as time goes by, and I get to know you more, I found the answer.
I can’t find the word to best describe how enlightening it is when your luminescent eyes look my way – you make me insane. Much more, how great it is to see the corners of your eyes wrinkle whenever you laugh – you hypnotize me. And whenever you talk of how magnificent each simple thing is – you make me love the whole world more. I love these things about you, for it describes you. I love it when you fix your hair that wildly blown by the wind, and you curse yourself for not bringing the hair gel with you - you’re still handsome my love. I love it more when you mispronounce some complex words - you’re still the best speaker for me. I love how you try to stop your tears from flowing whenever you watch the late night show – you look good at it. And every time you feel ecstatic when you perfectly got a new step, whether a cultural or modern dance - you’re the cutest being in this world. It’s hard to describe how funny it is to listen to your old jokes and funny stories – they’re always funny despite the cobwebs growing in it.
I love seeing how my happy-go-lucky self transformed into a responsible one because of your pieces of advice. You opened my eyes to a sweet reality that life has something to unfold for us. That in ever bitter failure is a saccharine surprise at the end. You taught me to love the spiders, the caterpillars and even the ants. Your happy aura pulled me to join you and live every single moment this life happily. Whoever I am now, the reason is you. You changed me into someone I never thought existed. I never even knew that I’ve got a funny side too.
My love, this letter is not enough to express how lucky I am to have you. These words aren’t enough to tell you how abandoned I’ll be if one day you decided to leave me alone. I thank God for giving you to me, that instead of giving me another ballpoint pen – he gave me an inspiration to hold the pen again. He gave me the reason to believe that this world loves me too. My love, with you by my side, everything’s possible. Even reaching absolute zero would be very promising in my eyes. Maybe you’re wondering why I entitled “An Empty Love Letter” into this work of mine. That’s how I’d be without you in my life – an empty letter: meaningless, wordless, and worthless. Thank you love, I know I’ll have more and more days to live with you. I love you my dear. Always have that with you. Oh! I’d like to thank you for staying up too late last night just to ask me if I got home safe -- I felt that I am in the safest zone in the world because you want me to be on it. Though we are 31.5 kilometers away from each other, I can still see you dream with me and my dreams are nothing but the sweetest. Good morning my love! I’ll see you after we fix our respective lives so that we can build our own and we need to go to the grocery and buy some stuff for the rainy season. I don't want to go out, for I feel the joy and excitement when I lay my head to your arms and have a nice and deep sleep. Not thinking about what will happen tomorrow, because what matters to us is, NOW.
FROM:
The woman who’ll always be
head-over-heels in love
with you.
It’s been so long my dear, I’m sorry. I don’t know if I’m still the writer who captures men’s hearts, just like the old times. The pen that I used to hold whenever I write letters suddenly bid its dying note. It took me a long, long time to pull inspiration from the universe, but I’m actually asking for another pen, I never thought that it would be better than a ballpoint I wished all my life.
Why is it that whenever I find the time to put words and describe how handsome you are in my eyes, I can’t find any? At first, I pity myself. Maybe, I’m not an effective writer, and words just don’t want to follow my train of thoughts. I flipped the lexicon’s pages; tried asking experts to give me the idea, but their answers never satisfied me. I asked the Almighty, “I know, I’ve been too bad all my life. All these years, I never followed the Ten Commandments fully. And I don’t know how to pray correctly. Please forgive me if I ate my sister’s banana cake when she’s asleep. That’s stealing – I’m sorry. I hope you’ve forgiven me. Oh! Kindly help looking for the best word to describe him, please? Thank you.” I’m a sinner, but the Almighty is really kind. And He didn’t give the answer I’m looking for right away. He made me think and I thank Him for as time goes by, and I get to know you more, I found the answer.
I can’t find the word to best describe how enlightening it is when your luminescent eyes look my way – you make me insane. Much more, how great it is to see the corners of your eyes wrinkle whenever you laugh – you hypnotize me. And whenever you talk of how magnificent each simple thing is – you make me love the whole world more. I love these things about you, for it describes you. I love it when you fix your hair that wildly blown by the wind, and you curse yourself for not bringing the hair gel with you - you’re still handsome my love. I love it more when you mispronounce some complex words - you’re still the best speaker for me. I love how you try to stop your tears from flowing whenever you watch the late night show – you look good at it. And every time you feel ecstatic when you perfectly got a new step, whether a cultural or modern dance - you’re the cutest being in this world. It’s hard to describe how funny it is to listen to your old jokes and funny stories – they’re always funny despite the cobwebs growing in it.
I love seeing how my happy-go-lucky self transformed into a responsible one because of your pieces of advice. You opened my eyes to a sweet reality that life has something to unfold for us. That in ever bitter failure is a saccharine surprise at the end. You taught me to love the spiders, the caterpillars and even the ants. Your happy aura pulled me to join you and live every single moment this life happily. Whoever I am now, the reason is you. You changed me into someone I never thought existed. I never even knew that I’ve got a funny side too.
My love, this letter is not enough to express how lucky I am to have you. These words aren’t enough to tell you how abandoned I’ll be if one day you decided to leave me alone. I thank God for giving you to me, that instead of giving me another ballpoint pen – he gave me an inspiration to hold the pen again. He gave me the reason to believe that this world loves me too. My love, with you by my side, everything’s possible. Even reaching absolute zero would be very promising in my eyes. Maybe you’re wondering why I entitled “An Empty Love Letter” into this work of mine. That’s how I’d be without you in my life – an empty letter: meaningless, wordless, and worthless. Thank you love, I know I’ll have more and more days to live with you. I love you my dear. Always have that with you. Oh! I’d like to thank you for staying up too late last night just to ask me if I got home safe -- I felt that I am in the safest zone in the world because you want me to be on it. Though we are 31.5 kilometers away from each other, I can still see you dream with me and my dreams are nothing but the sweetest. Good morning my love! I’ll see you after we fix our respective lives so that we can build our own and we need to go to the grocery and buy some stuff for the rainy season. I don't want to go out, for I feel the joy and excitement when I lay my head to your arms and have a nice and deep sleep. Not thinking about what will happen tomorrow, because what matters to us is, NOW.
FROM:
The woman who’ll always be
head-over-heels in love
with you.
Monday, September 10, 2012
First Destination for 2013.
Last weekend was so far the best weekend for me since I started working. Those two days really made me feel blessed, liked, guided, loved and a whole lot more. Thanks to one of my most favorite person on Earth, Celine Bautista and my ever reliable ate, Ate Krishia Cornelio. Though I am sick the whole weekend, I still had the best by spending it with them.
And before I forgot, I am also with one of the most awesome person in the whole wide world. I mean, thank you, Mr. ******! XD
By the way, out of the blue, my friend Celine, just saw a deal on metrodeal.com. In that website, some companies or establishments offer some affordable deals, from small stuffs up to the biggest that one can ever imagine and a GREAT DEAL caught our attention, and that is a deal TRIP TO PALAWAN.
Hahaha! We really want to travel. Actually, we planned to go to Incheon, South Korea pero hindi natuloy kasi, after graduation, we're all busy with our respective jobs.
For those who don't know where on Earth is Palawan's location.
There you go! That is the location of our beloved paradise here in the country. :) And another FYI, this is where the new wonder of the world is situated, Puerto Princesa Underground River.
We are planning to visit this next year, preferably March 2013. In time for my 21st birthday! (Another debut!) But before we fly our asses off to that magnificent place, we have to save money for this and to our future plans. But as early as now, I wanna say,"SEE YOU PALAWAN!" ^_^
And before I forgot, I am also with one of the most awesome person in the whole wide world. I mean, thank you, Mr. ******! XD
By the way, out of the blue, my friend Celine, just saw a deal on metrodeal.com. In that website, some companies or establishments offer some affordable deals, from small stuffs up to the biggest that one can ever imagine and a GREAT DEAL caught our attention, and that is a deal TRIP TO PALAWAN.
Hahaha! We really want to travel. Actually, we planned to go to Incheon, South Korea pero hindi natuloy kasi, after graduation, we're all busy with our respective jobs.
For those who don't know where on Earth is Palawan's location.
There you go! That is the location of our beloved paradise here in the country. :) And another FYI, this is where the new wonder of the world is situated, Puerto Princesa Underground River.
We are planning to visit this next year, preferably March 2013. In time for my 21st birthday! (Another debut!) But before we fly our asses off to that magnificent place, we have to save money for this and to our future plans. But as early as now, I wanna say,"SEE YOU PALAWAN!" ^_^
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